Why?

i claimed this day that it will be us. where were u in my troubled times. no one is perfect and if u believe that u r then thats what makes u not perfect. is there a limit on mistakes? is there a limit on how many tims ones can fall and get on back up. show me, show me please. ur not doing this. its causing confusion, frustration, and pain. Why? that particular question is always the hardest to answer. pouring out my heart, my feelings is hard enough. u are dear to me yet u wanted this no more. tell me how u can actually do this to me. my questions need answers????????