It Starts With You

This a chain of events. Do you really want to continue the cycle. My mind is spinning out of control. See, you must not actually understand what we are going through. We face your reality because you refuse to. I struggle day after day, carrying your burdens around. It seems to that when I give them to God you give me more to pick up. Actions speak louder than words, oh how many times I heard that. They say you grow up and become the parent you hate. But, i do not hate you, I hate your ways. I continue to see myself make bad decisions just as you do. Though they are not the same things, I fear that one day It may. If not for me, my sisters and brothers. God It Starts with her. She alone has to seek the desire to change. How can you expect us to follow the right path if the path your taking is the complete opposite. I cry out to God, please help my family. You have all power and can change all things.